tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14397106786803773912024-02-18T20:54:15.963-05:00Edited to Within an Inch of my LifeI am on the path of writing my first novel. Well, not my first. But the first that I think may be worthy of publication. And I am finding a lot of wonderful people on this journey.Heather Kellyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06699360166269376285noreply@blogger.comBlogger358125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1439710678680377391.post-22770790551410811682017-03-23T09:32:00.000-04:002017-03-23T09:49:56.989-04:00The Art of Procrastination TED Talk with Tim UrbanWell, howdy!<br />
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It's been a while since I've hung out with you here. I've spent the better part of the last year doing a career-changing apprenticeship with <a href="https://sterlingandstone.net/about-sterling-and-stone/" target="_blank">these three dudes</a> and my brilliant friend Natasha Sass and a community of amazing indie authors.<br />
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There's also a good amount of s*&;t going down in my personal life. I'm fine; my family is fine. Other than that, I won't go into details, even though I know that mentioning it will make you curious about it. (Totally not fair, feel free to text me, friends!)<br />
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Do me a favor and channel that curiosity. Whenever you meet someone, or interact with someone, consider what stuff they might be going through behind the scenes that you don't know about. Imagine it. Then give people the benefit of the doubt. Compassion. You don't have to know what people are going through to be kind and supportive.<br />
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But, ugh. Let's get off of the topic of me. :)<br />
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Let's talk about our dreams.<br />
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More specifically, let's talk about our dreams that we are deferring RIGHT NOW.<br />
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To help with this, check out this super funny TED Talk. Go ahead, push play. I'll wait.<br />
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My favorite part? Around 7:30 when the PANIC MONSTER hits the scene.<br />
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But most important for us in our creative lives are the problems Tim talks about around 11 minutes into the talk. The problems that can happen when there are no deadlines. No panic monster.<br />
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This is not to say that you should feel guilty or ashamed if you have left some of those circles on your life calendar blank. If you haven't pursued your dreams every waking moment.<br />
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But let's take a hard look at our goals. Let's chase our instant gratification monkey up the tree, get out of the dark playground, and get to work.<br />
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Don't let ONE MORE CIRCLE go by without investing in your dream.<br />
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(I guess I need to put down the netflix remote. Even though I just discovered like nine seasons of the Vampire Diaries. OMG. The angst of forever teenage love. And *squee* the Arrow has a role in a few episodes.)<br />
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So, if you need a panic monster, find one. :)<br />
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Ask a friend to help you with accountability. Email them every day, or once a week, outlining your progress toward your dream. Do the same for them. Knowing you have to write that email is a really motivating way to get those daily tasks done. Or keep a word count spreadsheet. See how many days you can string together where you worked on a project. It sucks to put a zero in a word count spreadsheet.<br />
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You might want to reach out to Tim Urban <a href="http://waitbutwhy.com/" target="_blank">at his blog</a> and tell him what his TED Talk made you think about; what changes it made in the way you go after your dreams.<br />
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If you're wondering what we're doing at the Writers' Loft, check out <a href="https://loftingsblog.com/" target="_blank">our new blog here</a>. Even if you're not local to metrowest Massachusetts, you can be a part of our supportive community now! Stop by and say hi!<br />
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And, lastly, will I see you at NESCBWI? There's a few spots still open--<a href="https://www.regonline.com/builder/site/Default.aspx?EventID=1952073" target="_blank">register here</a>. I'll be talking (in a workshop on Sunday) about setting yourself up in your creative career so you CANNOT FAIL. How? Through deliberately building your support system. It's easy--I'll help you!!<br />
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So, what's your dream? How are you working toward it? How are you outwitting your instant gratification monkey?<br />
<br />Heather Kellyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06699360166269376285noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1439710678680377391.post-20963366558480107862016-06-19T15:03:00.002-04:002016-06-19T15:12:17.973-04:00NESCBWI Gratitude and David Steindl-Rast's TED TALK: Want to be Happy? Be GratefulWhen I arrived at the NESCBWI conference in April, I knew it would be the last year I was directing it. I didn't know how that would feel. I had spent two years organizing volunteers and two years co-directing the whole thing.<br />
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I talked to directors who had gone before me and knew that they each felt emotional when their time of running things was over.</div>
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It's an intense thing to run a conference of that size. There's a ton of support and help, but when it comes down to it, the directors are responsible for 100+ hours of workshops, 80+ faculty, 150+ volunteers, at least 3 keynotes, all the hotel details of foods and room set-ups and lodging. When the conference sold out shortly after opening registration, we knew it would be a successful conference.</div>
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But what would a success conference look like for me, personally?</div>
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As soon as I arrived at the conference hotel for the weekend and started setting things up, I had the urge to say thank you. I realized that almost every single person who helped me personally or professionally with my career and the development of this conference would be there. Success, for me, would be finding everyone who gifted me with their time, expertise, or support, and saying thank you.<br />
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Of course I would be (literally) running around doing things. But I told myself that thing I say every day when faced with a ton of work. There is time. There is time to do all the things I need to do. There is time to say thank you.<br />
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So, as David says in the TED Talk below, I built a stop sign into my life. I said thank you. </div>
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Thank you to the hotel staff that cared so much about every chair in every room. Thank you to the A/V gang who shared with me how much they love working our conference because the speakers we have always inspire them. Thank you to all the people who worked so hard to put such a big, three day conference together. Thank you to all my friends who supported me through the process of organizing the conference, for no other reason than they care about me. Friends who didn't get any credit or public understanding of what they had done to make this conference happen (and keep me sane in the process). </div>
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For me, the conference was a big weekend of gratitude. Gratitude for the community that NESCBWI is--the community that has supported me thus far in my writing career--and gratitude for those who helped me juggle developing the Writers' Loft, the conference, and new manuscripts. Everyone was there, and I wanted to thank them all. </div>
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We don't often get a big event like a conference to say thank you to those stand with us. But I'm so happy I did. I didn't get around to thank everyone, (I honestly don't think I effectively thanked my co-director <a href="http://www.joshfunkbooks.com/" target="_blank">Josh Funk</a>--because, boy that's almost an impossibly big thank you!) but I got to thank a lot of people. </div>
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"Grateful living, that is the thing."<br />
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Build a stop sign into your life, and fill your life with gratitude and happiness. :)<br />
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If I missed saying thank you to you at the conference, please know, that I am grateful for you. I'm grateful for your support of the Writers' Loft, of me and my career, of the NESCBWI conference.<br />
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Heather Kellyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06699360166269376285noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1439710678680377391.post-53088892575375361402015-06-02T09:12:00.000-04:002015-06-02T09:12:24.339-04:00TED Talk Tuesday: Tavi Gevinson is Still Figuring it OutI'm dedication this blog post to the teens who make up our Teen Think Tank at <a href="http://www.thewritersloft.org/" target="_blank">the Writers' Loft</a>. They are amazing girls who are definitely still figuring it out, but so unique, imaginative, and powerful in their own right!<br />
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This TED Talk grabs onto the portrayal of women and girls in pop-culture (mostly movies and TV) and looks at how often even the strongest female roles are one-dimensional. A cautionary tale for anyone writing about women/girls in their novels.<br />
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It's like Tavi jumped inside my head and ferreted out my beef with the Spice Girls. (Oh, does that date me?)<br />
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Can't see the TED Talk? Click through here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6osiBvQ-RRg<br />
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We all want to write multi-dimensional characters, whether female or not. Tavi says it's all about the flaws, and I agree.<br />
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And it's something we're all still figuring out--what makes a female character strong? Recently there's been an insurgent of kick-ass teens and women in books--are they complete, well-rounded characters, or one-dimensional super women?<br />
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Tavi is certainly figuring some of this stuff out. Check out her online magazine, <a href="http://www.rookiemag.com/" target="_blank">Rookie</a>.<br />
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I definitely think that the strong girl debate is a current one, but my favorite part of this TED Talk is her general attitude toward, well, everything. She's still figuring it out. It's okay to mess up when you are still figuring things out. Things aren't set in stone, not even what feminism means. It's a conversation. A fluid topic. Everything is.<br />
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I love it when she said she could get away with anything if she said she's still figuring it out. That's a great life mindset to have!<br />
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Let's adopt Tavi's mindset and get away with everything!<br />
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<br />Heather Kellyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06699360166269376285noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1439710678680377391.post-28636860005191860752015-05-27T09:42:00.000-04:002015-05-27T09:50:39.834-04:00A Little Secret, a Little #NESCBWI16, and a Little #TEDTalk: Megan Washington and Why I Live in Mortal Dread of Public SpeakingI have a secret.<br />
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It's not a big secret--and it's probably a secret many of you share with me.<br />
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I hate public speaking. Well, more accurately, I hate being in any sort of spotlight. I don't want any eyes on me. Not even on my birthday. :)<br />
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People sometimes say that you need to do the things that you fear most. I don't agree with this. I'm not planning on jumping out of any airplanes just because I fear it. But I do think that you have to do the thing that you fear most if it stands between you and your life successes.<br />
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Don't let your fears hold you back.<br />
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There's a lot to fear in the writing profession. Rejection. Having your innermost thoughts placed on display in your works. Being judged or criticized. Being in the spotlight, either online or at speaking events. I'm sure there are fears I'm forgetting.<br />
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This year, for the #nescbwi16 conference, I've decided to set the theme as The Power of (RE) INVENTION.<br />
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Reinvention can encapsulate a lot of ideas, all worthy. About changing ourselves so we can be successful.<br />
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But most importantly, I think we need to reinvent ourselves around our fears.<br />
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I spent some time up at the podium at #nescbwi15. How did I workaround my fear of standing in the spotlight? Well, I told myself that nobody really came to see me (totally true!), but I also reminded myself of the reason I was up there. My purpose was always to impart some information to the group.<br />
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I like to help people. I like to be useful. So I focused on everyone else and their needs, and not on my fear. For the most part that worked. I'm not saying I'm going to be the world's greatest public speaker, but if I can convey information to people in a way it can be heard, then I'm doing my job.<br />
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I hope that even if public speaking is your fear, that you put that aside and submit a workshop proposal for the 2016 conference. Workshops are the backbone of our conference, and we recently put out the call:<br />
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<b>The Call for Workshop Proposals: NESCBWI 2016 Spring Conference</b></div>
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<b><br />Being successful as a writer or illustrator means changing what doesn’t work, and that means reinvention. <br /><br />That’s why our theme this year is The Power of (RE) INVENTION.<br /><br />We want to empower our conference attendees to reinvent their brand, their work, or their tools, and leave the conference ready to take the next step in their kidlit career. <br /><br />We’re looking for workshops that span the gamut from solid craft workshops to workshops that delve into a re-inventive aspect of publishing, writing, or illustrating. For instance, how to reinvent a career by writing in new genres, using inventive technology to pull in reluctant readers, or reinventing brand to start up a stalled career. Be creative and inspire us with your workshop proposals!</b><br />
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<b>We receive hundreds of proposals each year. There are always exceptions, but the majority of workshops we accept are from New England SCBWI members who submit as a single presenter and give more than one workshop at the conference. Feel free to submit three or four workshops so we have choices.<br /><br />We start building our supportive community now, and we give preference to presenters who have been respectful, honest, and thoughtful to the needs of our conference goers in the past. We also love to bring in some new authors, agents, editors, art directors, and workshop presenters. </b><br />
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<b>The job of faculty at the conference is to impart their expertise in a way that attendees can hear it.<br /><br />Submissions open for SCBWI PAL members on June 1, 2015.<br />Submissions open for everyone on July 1, 2015.<br />Submissions close at midnight on August 1, 2015.<br /><br />We will let people know the status of their submission by the end of October, 2015.<br /><br />Before you start the submission process, please have the following information handy: <br /><br />1. Your bio. We post bios online with our conference information. Your bio must be under 125 words, or we will trim.</b><br />
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<b>2. A great title and workshop description. These will also be posted online at our registration website. This description must be under 250 words and must convey everything an attendee would need to know to chose your workshop. <br />3. Learning outcomes—three or more concrete lessons or tangible tools that attendees can gain from your workshop. <br />4. Name and email of your co-presenter, if you have one.<br />5. Outline or longer description of your workshop so we have a clear view of what you will be discussing.<br /><br />Please write and edit this information ahead of time, then copy and paste the answers in our online form so the information is free of typos and mistakes. We pull accepted workshop proposal information from this form and post it online in our registration website.</b><br />
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<b><br />If you are an agent, editor, or art director who would like to attend our conference, please sign up through the workshop proposal form as well. <br /><br /><a href="https://docs.google.com/document/d/1ere2lHB7tfMNAOLBfcopSACaB-YdqoVPSDwEqPeAkMQ/pub" target="_blank">See our FAQ through here</a>.<br /><br />Questions? Please email nescbwi16(at)gmail(dot)com.</b></div>
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Oh, yeah, we're wearing the same outfit. :) Isn't she great?! So, what's your fear? What's your workaround? Can't see the #TEDTalk? <a href="https://www.ted.com/talks/megan_washington_why_i_live_in_mortal_dread_of_public_speaking?language=en" target="_blank">Click here</a>.Heather Kellyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06699360166269376285noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1439710678680377391.post-77602627699752247722015-05-05T10:43:00.001-04:002015-05-05T13:04:06.816-04:00#NESCBWI15 Makes Me Get Personal and TED Talk Tuesday: Brené Brown with The Power of VulnerabilityIt's no secret that I've spent a good deal of the past year helping to plan and run the #NESCBWI 2015 conference. And it's no secret that I'm doing it again in 2016. (Hopefully it's no secret that I LOVE doing it!)<br />
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Running a conference is a funny thing. I feel directly responsible for the workshops we pick, the ones we reject, the people we invite, and the quality of the programming.<br />
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I feel responsible for how the conference impacts each conference goer. I want everyone to walk away with insight to their projects. I want everyone to walk away with more connections than they started with. I want everyone to walk away inspired to dive into the next bit of work for their creative career.<br />
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When I go to conferences, I always carve out some time to sit across the table with an industry professional.<br />
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The first time I did this, years ago, I squirmed while an agent explained what wasn't working in my first pages (made worse by the fact that I'd already revised them, but didn't mention that because I felt it would disrespect the time the agent took on the critique). The agent's truth hurt because I wasn't sure that I had fully addressed the issues in my revision, and I was left with the question: was I good enough to take the manuscript where it needed to go?<br />
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I heard the truth from that critique. Took it home with me, mourned my am-I-good-enough question for three days (my magic time frame) and then set out to do the work.<br />
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Several years, agent critiques, and manuscripts later, a particular agent didn't connect AT ALL with my newest premise, but she didn't really have any solid advice on what to change in my query letter. She just wasn't a fan of what I was selling. It was an important lesson of sometimes it's not me, sometimes it's the agent's taste.<br />
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By now in my career, when I meet with an agent, my query generally gets a request for a full. I know how to write a compelling query, and I want to see if I connect with the agent, and if they connect with me.<br />
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This year at #nescbwi15, I had the opportunity to sit with an agent I'd never met before.<br />
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I swept into the critique room for the second time of the day, (earlier I had stocked the room with chocolates and checked if the agents and editors needed anything) sat down across from the agent, and watched as she read my query. She laughed, said the query was funny, and underlined one line she thought I could change. Good feedback.<br />
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Then she started to talk about my manuscript. It wasn't in front of us--she extrapolated from the query. She started asking me to change things in the manuscript--she didn't like the setting and didn't like one of the plot threads. Okay, that's totally great information--she wasn't connecting with the content of the manuscript. That's good to know. This wouldn't be a project for her.<br />
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But I got defensive at this point--to be honest, it irks me when agents pick apart a manuscript that isn't in front of them. Because when they do that to someone who is just starting out, sometimes writers go home and change those aspects. Just because one agent doesn't like books with a bullying thread, or books set in space. I want critiquers to stick to what is in front of them. If a plot thread is confusing in the query letter, say that. Don't say that space isn't a compelling setting. (Yeah, and defensive is never a good place for me! Don't go there, Heather, don't! But I did. Le Sigh.)<br />
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(Also, the one exception to this rule is if an agent doesn't think they can sell something because of the type of ms. I'll always be really thankful to the agent who told me he couldn't sell anything remotely dystopian.)<br />
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She asked if I had critique partners, and I got flustered--I run <a href="http://www.thewritersloft.org/" target="_blank">a writing community</a> and have many, many critique partners. Some of whom are published many times over. She was asking me basic questions that would have fit ten years ago, when I was starting out. (Look at me, all defensive again.)<br />
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I mention all this to you, because I wasn't expecting the critique to become a question of whether I was good enough. And here it was again. Was I good enough?<br />
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I admitted to the agent that I was still revising the book--that because I was running the conference, I had put it aside for a few months.<br />
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I very truthfully said I wasn't sure it was working as it was. I was honest and vulnerable. I didn't get to say the next words--that I have full faith in my ability to shore up the issues--make the structure work, develop some secondary characters more fully, and I didn't get a chance to tell her about the strengths in the manuscript--it's super funny and the voice rocks! That I have full faith in myself and in the manuscript.<br />
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She was quick to use my vulnerability as a springboard.<br />
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She told me that my bio makes me un-agentable. That there is no way that I have time to do my stories justice if I am such a "giver." That I need to stop being myself if I want to be successful as a writer.<br />
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That running a writing community, bringing in experts to talk on writing craft, coaching other writers on their careers, running the conference, talking with Newbery winners and industry professionals, all this was detracting from my pursuing a writing career. Actually, it was pretty clear that she was saying that all this made my writing career impossible.<br />
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Which is ironic. Because it wasn't until I started the writing community and starting doing professional things within the kidlit community at large that I started to feel worthy of writing the books I was trying to write. I felt confident about my writing at the same time that I decided to support others in a meaningful way.<br />
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Why am I telling you this? Because getting critiqued is universal in writing. Because getting rejected is universal too. Because we need to be vulnerable and come to our writing from a place of belief. The belief that we are worthy of the book we are writing and that if something isn't working in it, we will figure it out.<br />
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Because, as Jo Knowles says, we ask ourselves if our story is true yet. If it isn't, we'll work at it. Until it is true.<br />
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We also need to ask what is true of critiques we receive. True for the story and true for ourselves. We need to know the truth so we can make our work (and ourselves) stronger.<br />
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Because of this critique, I took a good look at my commitments and pledged that I wouldn't ever lose the threads of of my own writing--because I don't believe that helping others keeps me from helping myself.<br />
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If my experience about strength from vulnerability wasn't universal enough, here's Brené Brown's compelling research and personal experience with the Power of Vulnerability. It's amazing!<br />
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Do you have critique or rejection stories? How do you discover what is true about the critiques? Do you come to critiques from the power of vulnerability?Heather Kellyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06699360166269376285noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1439710678680377391.post-29850334769631832002015-03-24T09:02:00.001-04:002015-03-24T09:02:19.904-04:00TED Talk Tuesday: Mac Barnett and Why a Good Book is a Secret DoorI dare you to watch <a href="http://www.macbarnett.com/" target="_blank">Mac Barnett'</a>s TED Talk and not 1. Laugh and 2. Be Inspired. :)<br />
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I double-dog-dare you, in fact.<br />
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I love Mac's reverse take on the through the wardrobe--how he wants to bring fiction alive, into real life. And I LOVE how he (and <a href="http://826valencia.org/" target="_blank">Dave Eggers with 826 Valencia</a>) achieve this.<br />
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Wait until you meet Riley and her magic melon. And the pirate supply store. And Nico with his pet whale Randolph.<br />
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I'm going to call it wonder. It's what Coleridge called the willing suspension of disbelief or poetic faith, for those moments where a story, no matter how strange, has some semblance of the truth, and then you're able to believe it. It's not just kids who can get there. Adults can too, and we get there when we read.--Mac Barnett</blockquote>
Wonder. Yup, that's it.<br />
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So, this is a TED Talk for anyone who has <a href="https://www.google.com/maps/place//@51.492137,-0.192878,3a,75y,291.8h,71.14t/data=!3m5!1e1!3m3!1sc9UMhWP_MWm9U0L48xEjYw!2e0!3e5!4m2!3m1!1s0x0:0xad8352768ee1781a?hl=en" target="_blank">found the TARDIS in real life</a> (do make sure to go inside), or felt like they were inside the Harry Potter world when traveling to London.<br />
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Adults CAN get there. And we can take people there through our writing.<br />
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Our house loves BATTLE BUNNY and all the awesome Meta-ness that @MacBarnett creates. I hope you check out some of his books for even further inspiration!<br />
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Oh, and there is an <a href="http://www.826boston.org/" target="_blank">826 Boston</a>, so if you are local, consider tutoring.<br />
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So, what inspires you? What books lead you through the wardrobe door and come to life for you? What characters live on in your mind long after you close the book?Heather Kellyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06699360166269376285noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1439710678680377391.post-23451420918090832072015-03-17T06:00:00.000-04:002015-03-17T06:55:37.393-04:00TED Talk Tuesday: Amanda Palmer and The Art of AskingA friend of mine who needs a couple of beta readers started talking to me about where she's planning on finding them--online communities of writers who are strangers. She hasn't interacted with them yet.<br />
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She's a supportive member of a vibrant local <a href="http://www.thewritersloft.org/" target="_blank">writing community</a>, so I asked her why she wasn't looking for a critique within that community--she's already built respectful and true connections there.<br />
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She said that people are busy, and she didn't want to ask because she didn't want to bother anyone.<br />
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I told her that people would say no if they couldn't, and that I hoped that she would seek a reader within our community.<br />
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But it's so much more than that. Asking for something is often times a value exchange. For both parties. One person (hopefully) gets a thoughtful critique. The other gets to see their own mistakes in someone else's. Or see the things they do well. My writing grows so much when I critique others. Or the critiquer might get a future favor. Or karma for paying it forward. Because someone sometime gave them a critique. Whatever is exchanged, there is value on both sides of the equation.<br />
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And that is what Amanda Palmer says in her TED Talk: The Art of Asking. Value on both sides of the equation. I love the way she thinks about and interacts with her fans, her art.<br />
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And she makes a poetic case for self-publishing, I think. :) She's using a new model to get her art to her fans. Speaking of self-publishers, here's a few you will meet at the #nescbwi15 conference: our chair, <a href="http://anshakotyk.com/blog/blog-random-cool-stuff/" target="_blank">Natasha Sass (writing under a pen name Ansha Kotyk</a>) and <a href="http://laurapauling.com/" target="_blank">Laura Pauling</a>, who is presenting several workshops! (If you are planning on coming to #nescbwi15 and haven't registered, there are only a few spots until we sell out, so <a href="https://www.regonline.com/builder/site/Default.aspx?EventID=1650417" target="_blank">register soon!</a>)<br />
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@AmandaPalmer writes more about this in her book by the same title, check it out here: http://amandapalmer.net/<br />
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What do you think? Has she taken the shame piece out of asking? Do you draw parallels between what she is doing with music and what you are doing with writing?Heather Kellyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06699360166269376285noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1439710678680377391.post-79693419396780711092015-03-10T06:00:00.001-04:002015-03-10T06:00:04.469-04:00TED Talk Tuesday: Raghava KK: Shake up your storyThere's only 25 spots left for the <a href="https://www.regonline.com/builder/site/default.aspx?EventID=1650417" target="_blank">#NESCBWI15 conference!</a> Don't delay if you want to come--we'll sell out soon. :)<br />
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This year, we're proud to bring in the #WeNeedDiverseBooks founders for a panel, as well as workshops dedicated toward writing diversely. I'm especially interested in the workshop Developing a Gay or Questioning Character in the Middle Grade Context. <br />
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In that spirit, I'm so pleased to present artist Raghava KK and his expressive children's book. He talks about how to create empathy and says, "I promise to bias my child with multiple perspectives." :) Check out what happens when he shakes his book!<br />
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What do you think? Do you shake things up in your story? Will we hang together at #nescbwi15?Heather Kellyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06699360166269376285noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1439710678680377391.post-60059154012964696132015-01-20T10:41:00.001-05:002015-01-20T10:41:15.309-05:00TED Talk Tuesday: Austin Kleon with Steal Like An ArtistI just finished reading <a href="http://austinkleon.com/" target="_blank">Austin Kleon's</a> book, SHOW YOUR WORK! (Loved it!)<br />
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It's equal parts inspiration and social media instruction. Which is oddly the perfect combination for a writer. :)<br />
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It's an easy and interesting read, with many pages of images and diagrams. I would recommend, to anyone who is writing or illustrating, that they pick up a copy, read it, and then gift it to someone else. It's something that should be passed along!<br />
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I think I'll gift my copy to <a href="http://www.thewritersloft.org/" target="_blank">@writersloftma</a>. :)<br />
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Austin Kleon also wrote a book called STEAL LIKE AN ARTIST, so I am sharing his unique TED Talk about how nothing is new and how creators should embrace that!<br />
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I love how he focuses on artists as collectors--we're only as interesting as the stuff that we find interesting and pack into our toolbox. :)<br />
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For anyone who is counting (I know I am!) I am on day 14 of my streaking. WOOT! If you want to streak with us, click here: https://www.facebook.com/groups/1561169480764436/Heather Kellyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06699360166269376285noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1439710678680377391.post-7520433477757507402015-01-13T13:09:00.001-05:002015-01-13T13:09:33.988-05:00TED Talk Tuesday and The Power of Habit with Charles DuhiggWe go to church every Sunday. Not because we're Type A about church or anything, but because if we ever took some Sundays off, then my kids would want to take all the Sundays off. They like seeing their friends at church and enjoy Sunday school, but sleeping in is pretty awesome too. So it's easier when going to church each week is just something we do.<br />
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This Sunday is my favorite Sunday: our Martin Luther King church service with our sister AME church in Boston. Amazing music and camaraderie and hopefullness. Can I get an Amen?<br />
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Some writing friends and I started <a href="https://www.facebook.com/groups/1561169480764436/" target="_blank">a streaking club last week (which you're welcome to join)</a> in the hopes of making writing each day just something we do. In that spirit, here's a great TED Talk with Charles Duhigg about how to create our own willpower. It's all about cues and rewards and planning our decisions ahead of time. This is a great talk, and one that I'm sure I'll refer back to in order to help create some habits for myself and my kids.<br />
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Fascinating at 3:30 when Charles Duhigg explains what happens in our brain when we are driving (or walking) and forget how we got somewhere.<br />
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And at 4:34 when he explains how to start a habit of exercise with cues and rewards.<br />
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5:39--bootstrapping your brain! :)<br />
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I laughed at 7:50--what 250 million dollars sounds like going up in flames!<br />
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9:33--the marshmallow test. Now we're getting into the good stuff!<br />
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And 11:30--when the scientist discovers that kids who can resist eating the marshmallow are more successful.<br />
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At 13:33 we learn how to to not eat the marshmallow. And how to be more successful!<br />
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Do you have new habits you're trying to create in the new year? How's your writing life?<br />
<a href="https://www.facebook.com/groups/1561169480764436/" target="_blank">Are you streaking?</a><br />
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<br />Heather Kellyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06699360166269376285noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1439710678680377391.post-78193897774551357762015-01-06T16:03:00.000-05:002015-01-06T16:05:02.173-05:00Streaking and TED Talk Tuesday: Angela Lee Duckworth's Key to Success: GRITSo I've decided to take up streaking this January.<br />
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Nope, not that kind of streaking. :)<br />
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Streaking, as in, trying to do things for as many days as I can in a row. In order to join the <a href="http://www.runeveryday.com/" target="_blank">US Running Streak Association</a>, one needs to run at least a mile for 365 days.<br />
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I think there is a lot of wisdom in that.<br />
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First of all, it's totally doable. On any given day, I can run a mile. But, have I ever run every single day of the year? Nope. Totally doable and yet totally a terrific challenge.<br />
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<a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ekeELle5g-o" target="_blank">CHALLENGE ACCEPTED.</a><br />
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How does this translate to writing? Simply. I'm going to set the goal of writing every day for 30 minutes. Most days I'll write more than that. And I'm the first to admit that some days I need not to write--some days I need to think about a project. And on those days, I'll write something different. And think about the project that needs some air.<br />
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I don't think that this will burn me out like NaNo. (Don't get me wrong I LOVE NaNo!)<br />
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And, if I skip a day, I'll start the streak over. (But I'm not planning on skipping.) So, who's with me? Let's start a writing streaking club.<br />
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Let's call it the Writers' Loft Streaking Club--but anyone can join.<br />
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I'm not big about new year's resolutions, but I am big about beginnings. Let's streak.<br />
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To spur you on, here's some inspiration from Angela Lee Duckworth, who shares that it isn't smarts but GRIT that creates success.<br />
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You know, like the grit that you need to write (or run) every single day.<br />
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Can't see this TED talk via blogger? <a href="http://www.ted.com/talks/angela_lee_duckworth_the_key_to_success_grit?language=en#t-24237" target="_blank">Click here</a>.<br />
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Will you streak with me? :)Heather Kellyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06699360166269376285noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1439710678680377391.post-10617594718720638242014-09-30T07:29:00.001-04:002014-09-30T07:29:55.603-04:00TED Talk Tuesday: Salman Khan Uses Video to Reinvent EducationFirst off, this dude knows everything. :) And is so funny!<br />
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Watching this TED talk brought some interesting things to mind. I love how this amazing huge learning community started as a few videos so Khan could tutor his cousins.<br />
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Khan talks about the importance of reducing the embarrassment of learning. Even now, even after years and years of people critiquing my work, I still feel that tug of shame when someone points out a weakness in my manuscript, especially when I think I should have mastered that particular skill by now. So, I get that. I get the exquisiteness of being able to learn privately, to go over something again and again until I own it.<br />
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And I love the parallels between this talk and <a href="http://editedtowithinaninchofmylife.blogspot.com/2014/09/ted-talk-thursday-john-greens-paper.html" target="_blank">John Green's</a>, which also discusses the value of community video learning. (When super smart people start saying the same thing, it makes me take notice!)<br />
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What would writing novels (or Picture Books) look like if we could watch videos on all the components, at our own pace, with examples and practice? I would love a Khan academy on writing! <br />
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I think the applications he talks about for self-paced learning in the classroom is amazing, especially since in the new model (dare I say-- Common Core) kids do not move forward until they master a skill. Which is a great idea, but so hard in practice, unless a model like this is adopted.<br />
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This idea of humanizing the classroom has lots of implications. It may change how I think of what we do at the <a href="http://www.thewritersloft.org/" target="_blank">Writers' Loft</a>.<br />
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Do you use Khan Academy? Have you taken any online writing classes with video as the means of giving information? Did you find it as useful as the Khan Academy model?Heather Kellyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06699360166269376285noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1439710678680377391.post-34689192856014292952014-09-25T07:00:00.000-04:002014-09-25T07:01:07.382-04:00TED Talk Thursday: Kelly McGonigal and How to Make Stress Your FriendSo, I first saw this post at <a href="http://thestylinglibrarian.com/" target="_blank">The Styling Librarian's blog</a>, so please, pop over there and give her some love!<br />
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It's an excellent TED talk, and one that I am using on a daily basis right now, as I manage my longer to-do list this year. If you see me around and I am mumbling "stress is good...this is good stress...stress is good..." please don't think I've gone off the deep end (yet).<br />
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So thank you to <a href="http://papajfunk.wordpress.com/" target="_blank">Josh Funk</a> for pointing me in the right direction and thanks to the Syling Librarian for putting it out in the writing/reading blogosphere.<br />
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Love it when she asks us to trust ourselves to handle life's challenges. So powerful.<br />
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Interestingly enough, Kelly is the twin sister of my other favorite TED talker: <a href="http://editedtowithinaninchofmylife.blogspot.com/2012/09/ted-talk-tuesday-jane-mcgonigal-game.html" target="_blank">Jane McGonigal</a>. Would love to hang out at family dinner with those two!!<br />
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How do you deal with stress? Before this talk, did you view stress as a damaging force?<br />
<br />Heather Kellyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06699360166269376285noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1439710678680377391.post-21038795088573537862014-09-23T07:13:00.000-04:002014-09-23T07:13:28.783-04:00TED Talk Tuesday: Alison Ledgerwood with Getting Stuck in the Negatives (and How to Get Unstuck)I feel like I have to withstand a lot of rejection on a daily basis, and no, it's not what most of you are thinking. :) It's not from agents. It's much worse.<br />
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My kids are growing older and each day they find ways to reject me. :) Some of it is that good, growing up, we-don't-need-your-constant-guidance rejection and some is the hormonal, I'm-mad-at-the-world-so-I'll-start-with-mom rejection.<br />
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And, yes, as writers, rejection is a pretty common theme. And one that doesn't go away as you climb the success ladder.<br />
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Today's TED talk is about how our brains are wired to hold onto the negative and how it takes work to see the positive.<br />
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Take a look and see if you can identify:<br />
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I'm going to try to catch myself in the negative, and be more thankful for the positives. Because it's the only way I'm going to survive my kids' puberty. :)<br />
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And survive all the rejections.<br />
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How are you doing? Do you find yourself getting stuck? What does it take to you get unstuck?Heather Kellyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06699360166269376285noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1439710678680377391.post-51174857128472644452014-09-18T09:05:00.000-04:002014-09-18T09:05:21.131-04:00TED talk Thursday: John Green's The Paper Town Academy Oops, the blog post title led you to believe that this blog post would be all about John Green's awesome TED talk about how community learning is alive and better than ever because of online communities like youtube? (You didn't think youtube was a learning community? Better skip down right to the TED talk.)<br />
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And this post is. It is about how John Green is so wonderfully meta and smart and *gets* how to inspire people and understands that what we put into the world changes the world.<br />
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But it's also about <a href="http://www.salon.com/2014/09/15/my_ugly_inner_battle_how_jealousy_poisoned_my_friendship_with_john_green/">THIS ARTICLE on writerly envy, subject: John Green</a>. (See how it all ties in?)<br />
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And I don't want to judge or shame anyone. Everyone is allowed their Feelings. And writing is such a tough industry--rejections all around, all the time. So, by all means, have the envious Feelings. But also know that there are ways to not wade into and get swallowed up by those Feelings.<br />
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With this perspective, our mental state would be so much healthier:<br />
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I think that video stands for itself. Without further distraction, here is John Green's fantastic and eclectic TED talk on paper towns:<br />
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I love how Aslo became something, just because people believed it already *was* something. :) Just makes you want to write, right?<br />
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Have you struggled with looking into someone else's bowl? Have you ever joined in the online learning classroom? I know it helps my research as a writer--what did writers do before the internet?!Heather Kellyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06699360166269376285noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1439710678680377391.post-90145166765080972222014-09-11T06:00:00.000-04:002014-09-11T08:35:52.544-04:00TED Talk Thursday: Jia Jiang and 100 Days of RejectionsAs a writer, rejection is an every day occurrence. It's literally what you do with the rejection that makes the difference. And Jia Jiang found something fascinating to do--he decided to seek out rejections.<br />
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This TED talk is about what happened when he started trying to desensitize himself to rejection so he could succeed as an entrepreneur.<br />
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Does it sound familiar when he says that when he got the rejection that started it all, they told him no, but didn't say why they were saying no? I have to argue that the unknown quality of the rejection makes the rejection that much harder to deal with.<br />
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I like to think he started having some fun with rejection. :)<br />
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I love when he says he learned that when he opens up to the world, the world opens up to him.<br />
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And, how cool is Jackie?<br />
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Between Tuesday's TED talk on sharing secrets and this TED talk on rejection, do you have any rejections you are brave enough to share with us?<br />
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How many rejections do you think you have to endure before you get desensitized?Heather Kellyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06699360166269376285noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1439710678680377391.post-65849549071030655422014-09-09T06:00:00.000-04:002014-09-09T06:00:06.226-04:00TED Talk Tuesday: Frank Warren and Half Million SecretsWriting at its best is the revelation of secrets. The deepest connections I've had with books were moments when I recognized something that I didn't realize about myself, and there it was, in words, in a book, written by someone I don't know.<br />
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Here is Frank Warren, with whom strangers trust their deepest secrets.<br />
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I think they are in good hands, don't you?<br />
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Some of these secrets gave me chills. Some made me laugh. But, in each secret I think about the people, the stories, the raw truth behind them.<br />
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I dare you to go to postsecret.com and not be enthralled. :)<br />
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Would you send him a postcard?<br />
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Do you save voicemails? I have one of my grandfather, who died this year.<br />
<br />Heather Kellyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06699360166269376285noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1439710678680377391.post-58543627443894689082014-08-21T07:00:00.000-04:002014-08-22T08:08:02.668-04:00TED Talk Thursday: Seth Godin and the Tribes We LeadTomorrow, Friday, August 22nd, I am a guest over at the <a href="http://writersrumpus.com/2014/08/22/building-community-or-the-universe-has-bigger-plans-for-you/" target="_blank">Writers' Rumpus blog</a>, sharing the story of how <a href="http://www.thewritersloft.org/" target="_blank">The Writers' Loft</a> got started.<br />
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In honor of tribes like the Loft, I turn to a TED talk about making change through building connections.<br />
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Seth Godin talks about how we change the world now through connecting with people who are true believers in whatever it is we are passionate about. I think it is an extremely hopeful, grass roots kind of movement, and one that we can all be a part of, no matter what our passion might be.<br />
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Check it out:<br />
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Can't see the talk? <a href="https://www.ted.com/talks/seth_godin_on_the_tribes_we_lead#t-330149" target="_blank">Click here</a>.<br />
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What are your favorite writing tribes? What places do you go to when you need support?<br />
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<br />Heather Kellyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06699360166269376285noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1439710678680377391.post-15885813350312204472014-06-24T08:40:00.001-04:002014-06-24T08:40:44.855-04:00TED Talk Tuesday: Andrew Fitzgerald with Adventures in Twitter FictionSummer has hit full swing at our house, which means swimming in lakes, playing at playgrounds, and a fun dose of Mario Kart. It also means bee stings, burns, and a black eye from an unlucky collision with a trapeze swing. :) Hoping my kids get their summer legs underneath them soon!<br />
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This is a great TED talk, today. I love the idea of exploring what tech is available to enhance and help us tell our stories. If this talk doesn't inspire you to create using social platforms--I don't know what will. :)<br />
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Andrew Fitzgerald works at Twitter, so he's very knowledgeable about the medium.<br />
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He says:<br />
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I actually believe that we are in a wide open frontier for creative experimentation, if you will, that we've explored and begun to settle this wild land of the Internet and are now just getting ready to start to build structures on it, and those structures are the new formats of storytelling that the Internet will allow us to create.</blockquote>
And then he gives examples of storytelling through twitter.<br />
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Can't see the TED talk? <a href="https://www.ted.com/talks/andrew_fitzgerald_adventures_in_twitter_fiction#t-323883" target="_blank">Watch it through this link</a>.<br />
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Having fictional characters that engage with the real world? What a cool way to use twitter. What would your characters want to say to the world? Have you considered using social media to explore creativity?Heather Kellyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06699360166269376285noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1439710678680377391.post-67779625577389428822014-06-19T07:00:00.000-04:002014-06-19T07:32:53.824-04:00TED Talk Thursday with J.J. Abrams: The Mystery BoxSo, I'm taking <a href="http://editingforauthors.com/pricing-and-services/writing-class/" target="_blank">a writing class with the amazing Erica Orloff</a>. A part of the first assignment is for us to think about why we write what we write.<br />
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J.J. Abrams starts out his TED talk the same way--talking through why he does what he does.<br />
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He starts painting a picture of his influences--a grandfather who opened up machines with him so he could explore what was inside, a love for magic, an assisting grandmother, and we start to see why he does what he does. We start to understand why he creates what he does. It's fascinating. But the talk doesn't end there.<br />
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J.J. explains that "mystery is more important than knowledge." And I see it--his perspective--in every show that he makes. The mystery is the ride.<br />
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And generally, mystery provides us with the hook to pull us forward in stories. Suspense is all about what you DON'T say.<br />
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The whole talk is marvelous, and he shows my favorite scene in Jaws (and the shark isn't in it).<br />
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Check it out:<br />
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Can't see the talk? Click <a href="http://www.ted.com/talks/j_j_abrams_mystery_box#t-54721" target="_blank">here</a>.<br />
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ROFL--"10 years ago, if we wanted to do that, we'd have to kill a stuntman." He's a funny dude. :)<br />
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Oh, and this:<br />
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I realize that that blank page is a magic box, you know? It needs to be filled with something fantastic....You know, I love Apple computers. I'm obsessed. So the Apple computer -- this computer, right, it challenges me. It basically says, "what are you going to write worthy of me?" I feel this -- I'm compelled. And I often am like, you know, dude, today I'm out. I got nothing. You know?</blockquote>
Of course, he's brilliant, and he breaks it all down in a way we can all can get to it.<br />
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Do you know why you do what you do? Why you write what you write? There is a great exercise for figuring this out in the beginning of <a href="http://www.indiebound.org/book/9780865479517" target="_blank">John Truby's The Anatomy of Story</a>.Heather Kellyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06699360166269376285noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1439710678680377391.post-13993844107562580772014-06-17T09:15:00.001-04:002014-06-17T09:15:47.553-04:00TED Talk Tuesday: Patrick Carman on Blending Books with TechnologyHappy summer vacation! My kids are out of school and so we're going to places like the zoo and enjoying unstructured time. I asked them to put together their summer reading book baskets, mostly because I wanted to see if we needed to head to the library today or not.<br />
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One of these baskets is more eclectic than the other. :) Both of my boys are what I would call reluctant readers, simply because they would chose to do something else rather than read, every time. My daughter will choose books over other things. </div>
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So, I make sure to carve out time for my boys to put away the other stuff and read. And they do. But I also seek out specific books that would compel them to chose reading over their electronics. And that is how I discovered <a href="http://www.patrickcarman.com/" target="_blank">Patrick Carman</a> (@patrickcarman), years ago. I read the ARC of Floors as a read-aloud, and we tuned in to Trackers as an awesome adventure with movie content on-line. That got me hooked--the movies that accompany and enhance the books are spectacular. So, I went off to read some of his spookier stuff on my own.<br />
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When my older son (Euphonium Boy) saw that series lying around the house, I let him know that he was welcome to read them, but that the online movies are a little scary. They are spooky, blaire witchesque things. My son was twelve at the time, an age which is probably okay with Skeleton Creek, except that my son is a little sensitive--he has an elaborate imagination. So, he said okay, didn't pick them up, and time marched on. His next year English teacher handed him Skeleton Creek, and he read it in the classroom, without access to the extra movie content. When he finished, he came home and asked to watch the movie clips with me. </div>
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I looked at my tender thirteen-year old, and told him I would, but that he might be scared by it. Did he want to wait? He did not. </div>
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We watched the first clip, and at the end, something jumped out at us. (Spoiler alert.) My son screamed, jumped back, looked at me with sheer panic in his eyes, yelled, I HATE YOU, MOM! and ran to his room. </div>
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And, fright aside, we both still love Patrick Carman. </div>
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So, for your viewing pleasure, check out his TED talk about why he developed interactive books and his smart strategy of meeting kids where they are. I especially love the humor at 9:09. Kids are funny. :)</div>
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Can't see the TED talk? Watch through <a href="http://tedxtalks.ted.com/video/TEDxNYED-Patrick-Carman-0305201" target="_blank">this link</a>.<br />
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I love his point that no amount of technology will save a bad story, and his perspective that 75% of books should continue to be what they are--books. But that 25% or so should be trying to reach the kids who would prefer doing technology with that technology.<br />
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I also blogged about Patrick Carman's <a href="http://editedtowithinaninchofmylife.blogspot.com/2012/04/stopping-mid.html" target="_blank">cliff hanger endings here</a>, if you want more of my perspective on his other kid-hooking methods. :)</div>
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Would you consider supplying additional book stuff with your writing, like online content, or an accompanying app?<br />
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What's in your summer reading basket? Right now, I'm reading the 6th book of the Mortal Instruments series.</div>
Heather Kellyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06699360166269376285noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1439710678680377391.post-39725010606452371252014-06-10T09:53:00.000-04:002014-06-10T09:53:18.108-04:00TED Talk Tuesday: The Puzzle of Motivation with Dan PinkI had a whole blog post written for today, then I read it and deleted the whole thing. I'm blaming my rash deletism on this morning's school rush. On trying to get the kids out of the house. (Well, the problem this morning was that they were already out of the house--playing with neighborhood kids. Not getting ready for school. Or the problem was that I was writing a blog post while my kids weren't getting ready for school....)<br />
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Anywho. The first post was boring, so I deleted. Welcome to post two. :)<br />
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I'm always looking at and trying to learn from successful authors (you can decide for yourself what kind of success you want to study). For me, success looks like authors who get to keep writing books for their audience.<br />
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Successful authors all seem to have at least one thing in common--they treat their writing like a business. Revising without their ego in play. Writing without their ego in play. Well, doing everything without their ego in play. :)<br />
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Their business is to write books, so they do so. But writing is still a creative business. We often hear about the muse and writer's block and things that keep us from reaching the end goal.<br />
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So, we talk about <a href="http://editedtowithinaninchofmylife.blogspot.com/2014/06/ted-talk-thursday-building-creative.html" target="_blank">creative confidence</a>. And now we talk about motivation.<br />
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And, in this TED talk, we discover what the business world has missed in their pursuit of motivation. What makes someone do a great job at work? What makes you keep your pen to the page day after day?<br />
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What works as motivation might just surprise you.<br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">Can't see the TED talk? Watch it <a href="http://www.ted.com/talks/dan_pink_on_motivation/transcript#t-920880" target="_blank">HERE.</a></span><br />
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Crazy, that rewards dull thinking and block creativity. Did you see that coming?<br />
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And, if you didn't have time to watch the whole talk, I'll quote the most important part of Dan's talk here:<br />
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<b>And to my mind, that new operating system for our businesses revolves around three elements: autonomy, mastery and purpose. Autonomy: the urge to direct our own lives. Mastery: the desire to get better and better at something that matters. Purpose: the yearning to do what we do in the service of something larger than ourselves. These are the building blocks of an entirely new operating system for our businesses.</b></blockquote>
And, that's really great news, I think, for writers. Because we are largely autonomous. We don't clock in and out. We might have a support system, in the form of agents, editors, critique partners, but we get to say how, when and what we work on.<br />
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For most writers, mastery is built in to the system. We are constantly seeking feedback (critiques) and trying to figure out how to make the writing stronger. Nobody stops after a first draft. We revise. We edit. These are all built into the writing model.<br />
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And we have a purpose. Often as writers, we have a brand, and are trying to get across our world view to our audience. And each book has it's own purpose, as an extension of us, of our brand.<br />
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So, how can we enhance our motivation? If these things are built in, how do we continue to motivate ourselves?<br />
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Well, we make sure that we are giving ourselves time to do the writing. That we are being effective as autonomous bosses of ourselves. That our way toward mastery is always moving forward. Learn another way to fix that flaw in our writing. Seek writing partners who "get" us and our books. Have writing partners whose strengths are our weaknesses. Read books on writing. Use the internet. Take classes. Always be learning. And, remember to keep our purposes fresh. Know who we are writing for. Know why we want this book to be out in the world some day.<br />
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And, maybe, as I am on the rote path of finishing up a draft of a novel, I will spend 20% of my time just fooling around on something fresh and new. Because that will feed my next project. Or that will become my next project. Something zany and unlike anything I've ever written.<br />
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Do you give yourself 20% time? How do you motivate yourself when you are stuck? Are you surprised that rewards won't help the creative process?Heather Kellyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06699360166269376285noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1439710678680377391.post-29603276438445793712014-06-05T10:37:00.000-04:002014-06-05T10:49:07.101-04:00TED Talk Thursday: Building Creative Confidence with David KelleyRecently, at the Loft, we've been talking about organization and productivity and about the personal practices that delay us in achieving our Epic Win in writing. (<a href="http://www.thewritersloft.org/calendar/" target="_blank">We planned a panel to talk about just that on July 23rd.)</a><br />
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But there is this other thing that keeps writers from writing, and that is an emotional, fear response, stemming from a lack of creative confidence.<br />
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Anyone who was lucky enough to hear Peter Reynolds (@peterhreynolds) <a href="http://www.peterhreynolds.com/dot/" target="_blank">read The Dot</a> at #NESCBWI14 experienced how creative confidence could be inspired, rather than crushed--that moment when the little girl, sure that she is no artist, pokes her paper with her marker and shows her teacher who, in turn, tells her to sign it.<br />
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Just that. Sign it.<br />
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You are an artist. Take yourself seriously. Own wherever you might be on your writing journey and make no excuses for it. Everyone is somewhere, and you are here. You have every right to be where you are and love it. Just imagine where you can go from here!<br />
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Our job as writers is to grow our creative confidence, but I believe it is also to nurture the creative confidence in others. I've heard the horror stories. A writer who put their writing away for a year because a peer gave them a scathing, demeaning critique. Another writer who stalled out for just as long because their critique group's rules stated that they could only receive positive feedback, nothing that would promote growth and change.<br />
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But how do we do this? How do we cultivate creative confidence? David Kelley looked to a behavioral psychologist studying fears for the answer--guided mastery. Check it out:<br />
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Can't see the TED talk? Yeah, me neither. Blogger is finicky. Watch it <a href="http://www.ted.com/talks/david_kelley_how_to_build_your_creative_confidence#t-508866" target="_blank">HERE</a>:<br />
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(We'll wait here for you!)<br />
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I love Dug Dietz's solution for fear of MRIs--I love the pirate ship adventure for kids!<br />
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So, how do we perform guided mastery for our writing process? It's about small successes. We need to acknowledge our small successes when they happen. Not berate ourselves because we are falling short of a polished, published novel.<br />
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I've been known to recommend <a href="https://www.ted.com/talks/jane_mcgonigal_the_game_that_can_give_you_10_extra_years_of_life" target="_blank">treating our goals as a game</a> (hence the Epic Win comment above).<br />
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And it's about getting that successful feedback from others. But I don't think that you can just ask any writer for that kind of feedback (I think it would be wonderful if you can!) you have to be selective. If you join a writing group, make sure they have <a href="http://www.thewritersloft.org/critique-groups-think-tanks/general-critique-guidelines/" target="_blank">clear critique guidelines</a>.<br />
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Or take <a href="http://editingforauthors.com/pricing-and-services/writing-class/" target="_blank">a writing class from someone who excels at creating successes in others</a>. (Keep an eye on <a href="http://www.thewritersloft.org/calendar/" target="_blank">the Loft calendar</a>--we are scheduling a revision class like this for the fall.)<br />
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And, make sure that when you give feedback, you are nurturing another writer's creative confidence, not destroying it.<br />
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If you enjoyed this TED talk, check out the other talks I've highlighted down in the sidebar of this blog-><br />
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Are you suffering a creative confidence crisis? What is the worst critique situation you've been involved in? Have you told anyone to sign their dot today? Why the hell not? :)Heather Kellyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06699360166269376285noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1439710678680377391.post-41322993384243497612014-05-19T12:31:00.000-04:002014-05-19T12:32:35.332-04:00Incognito No LongerSo, I've been MIA from this blog for a while.<br />
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Mostly because I have lost my voice. Not my Voice, that elusive thing all writers strive to achieve first and foremost in their writing, but my stand-on-a-soap-box-have-something-to-say voice.<br />
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And it's not at all that I'm NOT talking, but that I have laryngitis from talking so damn much.<br />
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I hate being in the spotlight. But right now, I find myself talking in front of people all the time at the Writers' Loft, and, omg, in front of almost 650 people at the NE-SCBWI conference a few weeks ago.<br />
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See, proof: <br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">That's <a href="http://anshakotyk.com/blog/" target="_blank">Natasha</a> and myself, courtesy of <a href="https://twitter.com/pamvau" target="_blank">Pam Vaughan</a>, our rockin' conference photographer. Want to see more NE-SCBWI pics? https://www.facebook.com/events/271532143005675/?ref=br_tf</td></tr>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">At the conference, I wrote down what I needed to say on the palm of my hand so I wouldn't forget in front of the crowd. Can you imagine what I'm going to look like next year as co-chair? I'm going to be inked up from head to toe!!</span><br />
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This is not a post about getting over fears. This is a post about being in a certain place in our lives where we realize that it is our job to risk things. To have faith that we will learn what we need to know as we live, and that people will forgive our shortcomings as we learn.<br />
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To have faith that if we put ourselves out there, on a daily basis, then we will get the things we need to grow in return.<br />
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What does it mean to put ourselves out there as a writer? To query agents or editors. To be honest at a crit group. To start a crit group. To turn the writer sitting next to you at a conference and ask them about their work. To reach out to a writer you've met online and ask them to go out for lunch. OMG, can I tell you how many of my friends I've met this way? I always started the conversation with, "this might sound weird, and I am not an ax murderer...."<br />
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What risks am I taking right now? More than I care to admit. But the thing about risks, is that you don't start with a ton of them. One leads to another which leads to another which leads to me covered in ink, evidently.<br />
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And, since I might not catch you on Tuesday, I thought I might <a href="http://www.ted.com/talks/karen_thompson_walker_what_fear_can_teach_us#t-14086" target="_blank">link to a great TED talk by author Karen Thompson Walker about learning from our fears. </a> (I can no longer get TED talks to embed.)<br />
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What risks are you taking? Do you have vivid fears? Share with me!Heather Kellyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06699360166269376285noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1439710678680377391.post-3959667547841277532014-02-26T09:57:00.002-05:002014-02-26T09:57:32.228-05:00Surviving the Slow Build of a Writing CareerIf there is one lesson I've learned about building community and building a writing career, it's that both can be painstaking--because it's all about the slow build.<br />
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Not that <a href="http://www.thewritersloft.org/" target="_blank">The Writers' Loft</a> community has grown slowly--we've been open just shy of a year, and we have over 60 involved members. But the way we have grown has been by word of mouth and by paying particular attention to each person interested in joining. We hope to not lose anyone through the cracks. It's definitely a slow-build mentality.<br />
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And, I am sure that there are other ways to do it, but if you are looking to grow your own community, the slow build is a way to make it rock solid. If you are building a blog, for example, (and subsequent blogging community), visit other people, comment on their blogs, show them that you want a relationship with them, and most likely, they will join in the conversation you're having at your blog. Does it take time? Yes. Does it build a supportive community that you can rely on? Yes.<br />
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Building community is about building relationships, which, by its nature is a one-on-one activity. A slow build.<br />
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I argue that building a writing career is about the slow build as well, which is why it is such a difficult profession to survive.<br />
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The slow build: You have to write. A lot. David Edding says, it takes a million words before you are ready to begin:<br />
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Then you revise, you get feedback, you crit someone else's work (I learn the most about my writing through critiquing other's). Then you query industry professionals, and then you most likely start the whole process over again. <a href="http://www.goodreads.com/author/quotes/7113.Anne_Lamott" target="_blank">Bird by bird</a>, my friend.<br />
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So, how do you survive this slow build? By treating it like a game.<br />
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I'm serious. <a href="http://new.ted.com/talks/jane_mcgonigal_the_game_that_can_give_you_10_extra_years_of_life">Jane McGonigal, in this stupendous TED talk</a>, nails the ways to keep sane and motivated. *<span style="font-size: x-small;">Blogger is preferring NOT to embed this talk right now. Please follow the link. We'll wait.</span>*<br />
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Now, I've talked about this TED talk before. Why do I think that treating your professional writing career build like a game is so important in keeping you sane and motivated?<br />
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Because if gamify your career, you will:<br />
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1. Create an awesome writer identity for yourself. This is akin to fake-it-'till-you-make-it, pretending to be more confident about your writing self than you might be, and will tell you, in a nutshell, what your author brand is. Who do you want to be as a writer? In you writing game, YOU ARE THAT PERSON.<br />
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2. Collect Allies for your writing career. These might be your favorite tweeters, your mentor who posts on their blog each day, your crit partners, or anyone who is supporting you as you write/revise/submit/lock the ms in the drawer. When you reach out to your people, you feel much less likely like banging your head against your desk.<br />
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3. Give yourself positive feedback and and level up for all your small wins and each defeat of the bad guys. Constant high fives (with myself) throughout the day keeps me going. I don't pretend my writing is better than it is, but I do give myself credit for the small wins--writing 1k, revising a chapter, learning a new revision technique. Otherwise, it is way too overwhelming to think of writing a 75k book. And, I identify what obstacles stand in the way of these small wins, and defeat them. Procrastination, loss of confidence, feeling overwhelmed. Battle them. Show them who's boss. Level up. You are a better writer today than you were a month ago!<br />
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4. Keep focused on attaining the EPIC WIN. In gaming, you are never given a task you can't accomplish. I believe that if you put your mind to it you can accomplish your Epic Win. There are set-backs for sure. There are things that are out of your control, for sure. But, create an identity, collect allies, level up, and keep your eye on the prize, and you will be happier while playing the slow build game of writing.<br />
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I am using Jane McGonigal's app game <a href="https://www.superbetter.com/" target="_blank">SuperBetter</a> to treat writing like a game. It's a ton of fun. Join me? Be an ally in my game!Heather Kellyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06699360166269376285noreply@blogger.com7